STAY quiet CHILD

Life as a child is beautiful in many ways, as I explored and experienced the unknown. People did not understand the places that I would go to visit. I would go towards the spirits, I felt safer and more understood in my own world of spirits. They did not make me feel afraid; they were playful and happy. I tried to listen and understand what the cloudy people were going through with my angles alongside to protect me; indeed, I felt safe and loved in this world. Unfortunately, others made their choices to lead me on a quiet path of secrets.

Creative and knowing abilities that I can truly see, feel and hear people that no one else could. My super terrific spaces I went in, forced my parents and siblings to make me stop this dreaming and stay silent. They would demand me not to tell anyone about my timeless realms that I entered in or the dead people that I could see or hear on a daily basis. My parents were probably scared what or who I saw, heard or was talking to. They would tell me to stop that nonsense, otherwise I could be taken away from them, and live in a different place like where sick people stay. Never tell anybody!

My dad would call me his little angle because I believe he had seen a few cloudy people to. That would make me feel better knowing that he believed my stories and my knowing’s. I was not sick or crazy or hallucinating, I was a little girl with a big heart and so much to give and tell others. I could have helped my parents with my oldest sister’s loss and tell everyone that there’s wonderful spirits to guide them through life, to play with, dance and have fun with. All I was told that it was bad, wrong and I was to be taken away from my family if I did not stop. I couldn’t understand that I did not feel any harm or scared or pain. I was confused but I listened as a good girl and kept quiet for many years, until the laughter, dancing and fun had gone away. My spirit guides and angles also stopped talking and silently went away. I still knew things that would happen before they did at times, but I was to never tell and was to be silent.

In my teen years and young adult life I was put in some horrific situations for reasons I didn’t know then! It was all a test or insight for my future, unfolding strong involved abilities. The haunting silence as a child to never tell anyone has been difficult hurtle to overcome. Some days it is frightening to help others or tell other what I see, feel, hear because of my past judgments and so-called wrongdoing to listen to spirits, and I will be put away! Now there is a new proud generation and many, many people are like me, they are “getting out" telling their stories and talking about visitors from the other side. My childhood still gets in my head because of the spellbinding untruths that was told to me.

In 2015, I injured my back, and this had inspired me to start my art of pyrography. I began a home business and now quite successful. By crafting portraits on wood and personizing urns, featuring pets, people, wildlife, and more. Custom orders for portrait of the deceased, I started experienced interruptions; I could hear their stories, understood their messages about life and death. Some spirits stay silent, but others wish for their messages to be conveyed to their loved ones. I have tried to tell the families that their deceased loved one has messages. Exsplaining to the living that their loved one is talking with me, was unsettling to them. Most people are very closed minded, and the messages were not excepted. Again shutdown, I didn’t know how to convey messages if people did not want to listen.

My guides came through with an answer! My loving energy spirits finally show me how I can convey messages by using colored pencils. I am able to create a unique form of art always with the spirits help. Now adding my numerous experiences and abilities with talking through the realms and by using art and color, puts me at ease. Now my heart is full and relieved, finally accepting the challenges and giving others their messages. God the father, powerful Jesus, holy spirits, mother goddesses and divine beings, fairies and countless realms throughout the universe speaks through my hand, mouth and actions. People are attracting angles, beautiful spirit animals, amazing under-world and heavens advocates can be pillars for the living. Listening and being guided through life has profoundly prepared me to be a strong inspiration in the spiritual world. Adding this creative art, confirming heartfelt performances. I am ready and willing to create and be heard.

Acceptance should never be a gift or feared.